My Last Day of Slavery

I will not get to spend my last moments with my beloved family. They are already dead as I will be soon too. I was taken as a child as I was walking to school, they stared me down and help huge guns in their hands. I had no choice but to obey. I had a choice of it either me killing my family or myself dying, I had chosen for me to die but they didn’t like my answer. So they drugged me. So it was mandatory to kill my family.